Sometimes i wonder, how ... can i be to trust what others are saying. At times, i deceive others and myself that i only trust them 50/100. But when things turn out the other way round, totally heartbroken.
There's so much things i wanna talk about yesterday. And i know he won't be reading my blog. Even if he did, he wouldn't be bother.
Reach home around 1130, on laptop and he msn-ed me. Chat a little and he asked me out. Prepared, he came to fetch me around 130. Ride to nearby 7-11, bought some snacks, slack. We talk about anything and everything, including our past whether is happy moments or sad. Heard people say he alr have a gf, misunderstand him? I don't know. Ask him about it, and he explain saying it was all a misunderstanding, i was his last and he told me everything about it.
*that's what he claim*Talk about thinking of getting together back, these and that. Told him what i actually wanted, what i dislike about him blah blah blah. But all these seems like a dream. It happened too fast. It did not continue today. We're back to square once again. When will our next contact be? 2 or 3 months later again?
I'm really tired.
♥ 8:07 PM
S A B R I N A♥
